Let’s just get on with it.
Posted by ryandevisser in Uncategorized at 5:31 am | 
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I don’t want to leave the Bay. But I feel that I should, must, and have to.
I abhor monotony, but value familiarity. I’m at a point in life where I’m disenfranchised with my age and social status. I want college to be over. Done with. Completed. Degree and all.
I just want to get to work on whatever I’ll be called to do after college, and look towards building lifelong friendships and falling in love.
I don’t want to stop going to Cornerstone, let alone stop serving within it.
I don’t want to pack up my things and leave everything and everyone I’ve ever known. And it scares me to death that if I return one day, there won’t be any familiar faces; the faces that I’ve met in the last few years and months especially…
Some things have to be taken on faith.
Given all the whininess above, rest assured, I will be taking that leap, whether I “really” want to or not.
So let’s get on with it already. I’ve got my blindfold, but no cigarette.
-D
-play-
music-
Andrew Bird: Andrew Bird & The Mysterious Production of Eggs
The Snake The Cross The Crown: Mander Salis
film-
Clerks II
Before Sunset
text-
‘The Air I Breathe’ by Louie Giglio
This has been a late-night inarticulate rant. I think I’ll sleep better now.
5th of August, 2006 at 3:25 am
it’ll be over before you know it, and don’t worry about the familiar faces: the important things are timeless. He is with you!
21st of August, 2006 at 7:16 pm
Hey bro… you’re not wanting to leave, and I am sorry to see you leave this fall. But I also think that it’s for your best. You’re going to grow a ton dude and i’m excited to see what God does in you and through in the coming years! It’s been awesome having you here (even though I haven’t seen you in the past 2 1/2 months), and you’ll always be welcome when you come back to visit.
I’m looking forward to our road trip to SoCal…
peace,
Luis
1st of September, 2006 at 6:01 pm
College, over? Why? Oh why would you wish that? It is the place for lasting friendships and falling in love! Embrace it
13th of March, 2007 at 9:15 pm
Thanx for your thoughts