Fight off your demons.
Posted by ryandevisser in Uncategorized at 8:26 pm |
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Pow! Right in the kissa!
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Pow! Right in the kissa!
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I don’t want to leave the Bay. But I feel that I should, must, and have to.
I abhor monotony, but value familiarity. I’m at a point in life where I’m disenfranchised with my age and social status. I want college to be over. Done with. Completed. Degree and all.
I just want to get to work on whatever I’ll be called to do after college, and look towards building lifelong friendships and falling in love.
I don’t want to stop going to Cornerstone, let alone stop serving within it.
I don’t want to pack up my things and leave everything and everyone I’ve ever known. And it scares me to death that if I return one day, there won’t be any familiar faces; the faces that I’ve met in the last few years and months especially…
Some things have to be taken on faith.
Given all the whininess above, rest assured, I will be taking that leap, whether I “really” want to or not.
So let’s get on with it already. I’ve got my blindfold, but no cigarette.
-D
-play-
music-
Andrew Bird: Andrew Bird & The Mysterious Production of Eggs
The Snake The Cross The Crown: Mander Salis
film-
Clerks II
Before Sunset
text-
‘The Air I Breathe’ by Louie Giglio
This has been a late-night inarticulate rant. I think I’ll sleep better now.
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We’re in Sacramento right now! It’s nice here @ Emily’s ‘rent’s gargantuan rental. The girls are sleeping, and Jon and Tony are playing Fight Night about 4 feet away from me right now. I’m gonna go run around in the halls and yell shirtless Saturday. Peace.
listening to-
a lot of Facing New York in Sullivan’s car.
reading-
‘The Jesus I Never Knew’ by Philip Yancey
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What’s up, people? I now have a blog. I suppose I’ll have to watch my mouth/hold my tongue more often, because I’m not allowed to pull a ‘Davad Bazan’ on this website. I’m sure nobody understands what that means. Ha. It doesn’t matter. Props to Mark, whose birthday is today.
I’ll try to keep this blog interesting and/or informative.
-Devisser
I’ll be putting up playlists each time I post to let you all know what I’m currently listening to/watching/reading.
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hearing-
Beirut: Gulag Orkestar
Emerson, Lake, and Palmer: Tarkus
Paco De Lucia, Al Di Meola, and John McLaughlin: The Guitar Trio
Thom Yorke: The Eraser
Yes: In A Word (5-disc set)
watching-
‘Brick’ by Rian Johnson
‘Match Point’ by Woody Allen
reading-
‘The Future of Music: Manifesto for the Digital Music Revolution’ by David Kusek and Gerd Leonhard